UGH!

hmm... they say that blogging is supposed to like release ur inner anger/sadness. but i dont think its working... :[ sometimes. i think that no one loves me.. like i'm an insignificant little being in this world. like i dont exist. its just hard to know taht i have like two "perfect" brothers.. i usually dont express my feelings. and righ tnow i'm not that much. just letting heat off.. but the only way that seems to help me is either playing volleyball or just talking to my dear friends... but even soo theres that one bit letft in me.. i dont know how to get rid off it..i usually put on a happy face for ppl but it gets hard.. well, thats all for this post..